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I just want to go away far away n not look back remember or feel emotions I really wanna be who I was my junior year I kept to myself didn’t acknowledge anyone I didn’t care to date or hangout with people no one ever sparked my interest and my grades were bitching! 😌 well idk what happened but it did I can’t seem to get out of this stupid fucking rut but I hate it and the more I try to get out the faster I sink deeper in!! Help me 😔 I try to do things that make me happy but I just wish my mom was here to hold me and reassure me life goes on and I will prevail from this funk :) too bad she’s having a blast in New York lucky woman, but if anyone deserves that trip it’s her!!!

Is still one of my favorite songs the lyrics are so contradicting yet so true! Idk how many times I’ve listened to it but I always like get mixed feelings 😔😏

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How tiring it is to take care of an enphant lol. But it is so much fun as well!

I don’t like when people lie to me about things like its completely pointless. Then I’m guessing and trying to figure things out. Let’s be straight up and everything is gonna be just fine haha👍😒

I google everything lol. Then I freak out once I self diagnosis myself with like 50 different illnesses and conditions 😊 silly girl! I hate waking up nauseous! It’s the worst thing ever I’m gonna google it!

I can’t stop thinking about these dreams I keep having. Idk why I’ve been having them but I wonder about them! I wish I could choose the dreams I have instead, I’d have some wild ass ones, but I guess it’s whatevs